Nov 3, 2014

Wow!!!! Blogging after 3 years! I missed this. So much happened in past 3 years.

Feb 28, 2011

The car i have been longing to buy

I have been waiting since 2006 for this car. AND STILL waiting. I AM HOPING this fall i get my hands on this beast! THE mazda Rx8! Worlds most beautiful rotary engine designed vehicle! I cannot explain my love for this car and what i go through everytime i see one pass by me.


The Gorgeous Engine


Gorgeous Interior dash


Gorgeous Seats




And Front



Breath Taking DOORS

Feb 27, 2011

Action Reaction







SO I watched an amazing funny movie today. yes I said Funny. I MANAGED to cry even on a funny romantic movie. It was a bollywood movie. I hate that When i type bollywood it my auto correction for my computer tells me this word does not exist and suggests hollywood. WAT THE HELL dude, bollywood is taking over the world. WHY is this word not added to my computer dictionary lol. ANYHOW . HAVE a nice day. wanted to share my action and reaction from a funsadtastic movie

The most pointless blog post

10 Things you will ALWAYS find in my fridge.

1. Tomatoes
2. Avocado
3. 2% Milk
4. Bread
5. Eggs
6. Plain yogurt
7. Unsalted butter
8. Cheese
9. Hot Sauce
10. Apples


10 Things you will ALWAYS find in my sink drawer

1. Hair Products
2. Skin Products
3. Floss
4. Crest White strips
5. Deodorant
6. Tweezers (for my eyebrows)
7. Medicated Ointments
8. Clips, hair ties
9. Blistex
10. Random Samples


5 Things you will usually find in my Pockets

1. Candy or candy wrapper
2. Receipts
3. Pennies, Dimes and Nickles
4. Gum
5. Something I found on the ground that i thought was interesting


7 Things you will ALWAYS find in my purse

1. My Medicine case
2. Girl things
3. Pencil or pen
4. Keys
5. Wallet
6. Candy or Granola bar
7. Body Spray

20 Things I can't Live without

1. My Long leg pillow
2. My Phone
3. My Imac
4. My contact lenses or glasses
5. Socks
6. Purple Sweater from grade 4
7. Brown Belt
8. Eggs
9. Candy
10. Basketball shorts
11. Razor blade
12. My Medicine
13. Face wash
14. Body Spray and Deodorant
15. Toothbrush
16. Usb Key
17. Clip for my hair or rubber band
18. Camera
19. FAN ( i sleep with my fan on no matter what the weather is)
20. My Bathroom

Feb 25, 2011

A Gentleman’s Guide to Staying Cool

Call her the next day.   The “wait three days rule” will always be cool to break.

A gentleman never publicly worries, complains, or comments about money.  A gentleman who is cool never hesitates to pick up a tab or loan to a friend in need.  Remember, if you’re making more than 2 dollars a day, you’re considered in the top 3% of the richest people on the planet.  

At a lunch, give your credit card to the waiter before you’re seated.  This ends the debate when the meal is finished before it even starts.

Make eye contact with a woman.  Then buy her a drink before going on your way, and leave it at that.  The transaction is over, and she’ll be left thinking about you the rest of the night.

Displaying your masculinity at the bar or club is never cool. 
The cooler you are, the less of your phone I should see.  This is not a green light for your wireless earpiece to be worn at all times. You’re not as cool as you think you are.

Don’t be afraid to make decisions, even if you’re not the authoritative type.  Call the shot.  Whether or not your gun is loaded, pull the trigger.

Stay cool by being creative on dates.  Anything is better than going for drinks.  Take her for a balloon ride, a hike, or bowling and forget to keep score.  Play cards in the park, or even steal street signs if she’s the mischievous type.

Never lose your cool.  This is very un-cool.

Throwing up is never cool unless you’re with the band.

Facebook is a public place.  Stay cool by staying mysterious.  Lose the inside jokes and status updates every 30 minutes. And that picture from college of you with a funnel, standing on a keg, and your best friend, Pete, licking your face…untag yourself, brother.

Make your yes’s mean yes, and your no’s mean no.

Always speak with confidence no matter the subject matter.

Lose the baggy clothes unless you make millions performing gangster rap.

Feb 23, 2011



I found this picture while i was on stumble.com
Thought it was hilarious. Of course very true.

Feb 2, 2011

60 Ways To Make Life Simple Again

Life is not complex. We are complex. Life is simple,
and the simple thing is the right thing.
- Oscar Wilde

1. Don’t try to read other people’s minds. Don’t make other people try to read yours. Communicate.
2. Be polite, but don’t try to be friends with everyone around you. Instead, spend time nurturing your relationships with the people who matter most to you.
3. Your health is your life, keep up with it. Get an annual physical check-up.
4. Live below your means. Don’t buy stuff you don’t need. Always sleep on big purchases. Create a budget and savings plan and stick to both of them.
5. Get enough sleep every night. An exhausted mind is rarely productive.
6. Get up 30 minutes earlier so you don’t have to rush around like a mad man. That 30 minutes will help you avoid speeding tickets, tardiness, and other unnecessary headaches.
7. Get off your high horse, talk it out, shake hands or hug, and move on.
8. Don’t waste your time on jealously. The only person you’re competing against is yourself.
9. Surround yourself with people who fill your gaps. Let them do the stuff they’re better at so you can do the stuff you’re better at.
10. Organize your living space and working space. Read David Allen’s book Getting Things Done for some practical organizational guidance.
11. Get rid of stuff you don’t use.
12. Ask someone if you aren’t sure.
13. Spend a little time now learning a time-saving trick or shortcut that you can use over and over again in the future.
14. Don’t try to please everyone. Just do what you know is right.
15. Don’t drink alcohol or consume recreational drugs when you’re mad or sad. Take a jog instead.
16. Be sure to pay your bills on time.
17. Fill up your gas tank on the way home, not in the morning when you’re in a hurry.
18. Use technology to automate tasks.
19. Handle important two-minute tasks immediately.
20. Relocate closer to your place of employment.
21. Don’t steal.
22. Always be honest with yourself and others.
23. Say “I love you” to your loved ones as often as possible.
24. Single-task. Do one thing at a time and give it all you got.
25. Finish one project before you start another.
26. Be yourself.
27. When traveling, pack light. Don’t bring it unless you absolutely must.
28. Clean up after yourself. Don’t put it off until later.
29. Learn to cook, and cook.
30. Make a weekly (healthy) menu, and shop for only the items you need.
31. Consider buying and cooking food in bulk. If you make a large portion of something on Sunday, you can eat leftovers several times during the week without spending more time cooking.
32. Stay out of other people’s drama. And don’t needlessly create your own.
33. Buy things with cash.
34. Maintain your car, home, and other personal belongings you rely on.
35. Smile often, even to complete strangers.
36. If you hate doing it, stop it.
37. Treat everyone with the same level of respect you would give to your grandfather and the same level of patience you would have with your baby brother.
38. Apologize when you should.
39. Write things down.
40. Be curious. Don’t be scared to learn something new.
41. Explore new ideas and opportunities often.
42. Don’t be shy. Network with people. Meet new people.
43. Don’t worry too much about what other people think about you.
44. Spend time with nice people who are smart, driven, and likeminded.
45. Don’t text and drive. Don’t drink and drive.
46. Drink water when you’re thirsty.
47. Don’t eat when you’re bored. Eat when you’re hungry.
48. Exercise every day. Simply take a long, relaxing walk or commit 30 minutes to an at-home exercise program like the P90X workout.
49. Let go of things you can’t change. Concentrate on things you can.
50. Find hard work you actually enjoy doing.
51. Realize that the harder you work, the luckier you will become.
52. Follow your heart. Don’t waste your life fulfilling someone else’s dreams and desires.
53. Set priorities for yourself and act accordingly.
54. Take it slow and add up all your small victories.
55. However good or bad a situation is now, it will change. Accept this simple fact.
56. Excel at what you do. Otherwise you’ll just frustrate yourself.
57. Mature, but don’t grow up too fast.
58. Realize that you’re never quite as right as you think you are.
59. Build something or do something that makes you proud.
60. Make mistakes, learn from them, laugh about them, and move along.

Jan 3, 2011

Its all politics, it happens when ur sleeping and when ur awake

I was watching the news the on new years and stopped at CNN (BIAS MOTHER EFFERS) I couldn't help but laugh at them showing all the disasters of 2010 that had happened around the world. Ya the natural disasters are heartbreaking of course that even made me look back and thank God I am safe in my home. They started showing Haiti and that was the longest piece of clip they had on with sad faces people crying and what not.

I sat there having a Flash back and realized. WOW this is very sad that so many people had to suffer for this natural disaster. I mean they don't deserve this at all! BUT woah does everybody remember WHAT was on every channel on your television during the recovery period of Haiti? Tons and Tons of famous people got together and started a "charity" service to help Haiti survive this mess. Where ever I went i saw an advertising for Haiti, Songs written for Haiti, Channels dedicated just for charity/fund raising. This became a world wide advertisement for people to feel sorry for innocent lives that had been killed. BUT it makes sense! If innocent people are in trouble what do you do? YOU help them! Right? What ever it takes to get attention to help someone else you shall do it to support those in need Right?

BUT HEY... Where was everyone when Afghanistan had innocent people dying everyday. When Iraq had children and mothers crying on television saying STOP THE WAR! Where was everybody when those innocents were dying for no reason? Were was the musical and songs being written and channels being stopped and dedicated JUST to stop the war or support those families so they can have money to even FIND their lost son or daughter?
George Clooney didn't step up and donate money then did he? Or set up a show for the world to see that THEY NEED HELP?

Estimated 230,000 people died in Haiti earthquake
Estimated deaths in Afghanistan since 2001 19, 629
Estimated deaths in Iraq 900, 338 (total injured 1,690,903)


That's nearly 4 times MORE deaths then Haiti. And this was Intentional harm. Not Natural disaster. Those numbers are actually false. They are much much greater than that. But we wont ever know now will we? WHY are people so bind. Can't you see what they are doing to us? Something tells me, common sense is not so common now a days. It is very very sad.

Anyway I am tired. Its 2am just came back from a party! This was going through my head the whole time so i had to post it. THINK about it people!

Taz

Dec 15, 2010

I fell more then once.

Love...I think it is just an over whelming feeling of all ur emotions that you get when you are overly attached and attracted to somebody.
Someone who you can spend your emotions with, adventures, stories and maybe even your life with.
I dont believe love only happens once in your life. Because to me love is everywhere. Just the intensity is different. I love my cat i love my family, i love my friends, i mean I love so many things and so many people. How can i only fall in love once?

Dec 8, 2010

The Silence

I sit in the middle of my room floor staring at the ceiling. I feel numb yet a rush of heat travels through my vain. I feel as though I am one with the ground and slowly sinking beneath my carpet floor. A breeze of cold air blows against my body and gives me goosebumps. I curl up into a ball and roll side ways to hold my knees against my chest. Warm tears roll down my eyes and over my nose. Heart is now racing faster then a speeding train. I close my eyes as memories flash through my eye lids and haunt me like a horror movie. I try to blank out my thoughts and concentrate on the texture of my carpet by feeling the rough bumps and making shapes with my fingers. The blockage didn't last for long until i started thinking about my present and how miserable my life has become. I try to look at the positive things but the darkness fills my mind with misery. Tears continue to drop down and I don't bother to wipe them. Cold chills go down my body and I start to wonder if i am still alive....
To be continued..

Oct 22, 2010

I gota get my self together cuz i got some place to go and im prayin when i get there i see everyone i know. I wana go to heaven!

This blog is my vent page sometimes, so let me vent.

So i find that there are always people that hate me. And it took me 21 years to realize this. How pathetic! I have had many friends in life and they all had something in common. Jealousy! I never thought I was this awsome until they pointed it out. At first i was upset at the fact they said awful things to me. Then i realized I have always been there for everyone, to the point i put my self down many times. I have been told i steal the spot light, that i am always right and want people to be wrong, etc. But its not true. and i think im tired of explaining my self....i wont do it anymore. i dont need to prove to anyone any more of who i am. I have come to the conclusion friends are just enemies who have not attacked yet. I am religious and i believe god is my only companion in life. He is with me at all times. Listens to me and tells me the right thing to do. He is definitely all i need. as for my many remaining friends. Wad up! I need to stick with my #1 rule trust nobody. I sometimes forget that or dont listen to that rule because people tell me sometimes you have to trust. BUT why shud i listen to those who hurt me? so clearly i am so upset that i am talking very negative and blabbing about shit that doesnt make sense or i dont mean. But this is what happens when you are upset. i am going to go hug my mom now! Good DAY!

Oct 3, 2010

Get Real

Look at us, everything is backwards; everything is upside down. Doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, universities destroy knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the major media destroy information, and religions destroy spirituality"

Open your eyes & ears, Not everything you see and hear, is what it is. 1 God, 1 Truth, 1 Life and billions of you. So every1 Look inside ur heart mind and soul and do atleast 1 good deed a day. Results and Reward will be Infront of you. Believe in your self, Trust in your decisions, and Control your actions.

Nuit Blanche

So Last night I went to see the famous festival Nuit Blanche in downtown Toronto. As excited as i was to see the amazing art being displayed all around downtown i was as disappointed in seeing how boring and non artistic the whole town was. There were at least a half a million people just walking around smoking weed and causing noise. I was searching for art, and the closest i got was a giant clown balloon stuck in between two buildings...Wow...isnt that interesting. oh yes and an Asian dude singing Oprah in a language i cant recognize and i know at least 6 languages. How sad!

Never the less, I had the most amazing night with my best friend Adi. I expected Nuit Blanche to be the highlight of my night. Guess not. As Adi and I walked downtown we couldn't help but notice the people around us and how amusing it was to watch people put on a character. we saw a booth for virgin mobile and a swarm of people standing around it listening to the radio and people putting on a street dance. Then we saw many music bands playing music and so i started to do old Irish dance moves while Adi stood beside me in embarrassment. hehehe Later we walked by a strip club. Never have i ever stepped my foot into one of those before. As a jk he said wana go? I looked at him and said...wana? It has always been a curiosity and a trip thats on my list of things to do in life. So we decided to go inside. It was mad akward and weird as we noticed old people watching naked girls dance. So we had a little laugh and walked back out and carried on with our adventurous night.

We got hungry around 12am so he decided to treat us with FUNNEL CAKE!!! they were making them fresh on the street so we lined up for 20 mins just to eat funnel cake! i have to say, it was the most amazing funnel cake i have ever had. It was freezing outside and we were walking for hours. My feet started to hurt and we were both sleepy as hell! so we decided to head home. By the time we made it half way, I ALMOST FELL asleep and i wasn't sure how i was going to drive home alone. So he decided to buy me red bull. WHICH totally worked and kept me up the rest of the way. When i got home not only couldn't i sleep. i had a stomach ache, It was prolly from that amazing funnel cake but i refuse to believe it was.

Over all the disappointing night turned into a fun and adventurous night with my best friend! And i would do it all over again :)

Sep 9, 2010

What I Couldn't Tell him...

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't Speak- No Doubt

Sep 8, 2010

Regaining My Self

Its been a long day but a good day.
I spent most of my day in deep thoughts but my energy and time went towards my work. Graphic work. Finally I am getting a little better with my health and regaining the confidence that I can start working soon. I am so pleased with the fact I finally have been getting positive thoughts and been motivating my self every chance i get. It was not very easy to do that while i was in major depression. My travels to the hospital has been decreasing, which is Fantastic! I now spent maybe 2 to 3 days MAX at the hospital! I am so proud! So now I get plenty of time to work on things that i like to do. I wont jump right into work i suppose. But i will definitely start little by little. Doctors advice i still take full rest and do work in small amounts. Anyway Small amounts is never good enough for me so lets see what i can do in the days coming up =)! It is with all the blessing from my friends and family that i get all the support and be TAZ again. Hurray for me! hehehe anyway this blog is not for me to advertise my work or anything for those of you who think it is. Its just a blog where i might showcase some of my pieces here and there but mostly just me talking, or telling you something exciting that i did or saw :)
Im off to bed for now.

Ciao Amigo

The Cobra Shoot






The Cobra shoot





Sep 4, 2010

So guess who i saw?

Yeah I saw Adriana Lima!!!! i waited hours before i got to actually meet this angel! MY LIFE will never be the same!! I LOVE HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR she is my idol !! she is so gorgeous in real life its unbelievable!

Y

Aug 25, 2010

And Islam is PERFECT. Muslims are NOT. Nor are ANY humans or their ideas or institutions or politics. Perfection is a quality of God alone. - Lupe & You know

Aug 24, 2010

PET PEEVES

Okay....so lately I have been a little distracted. I have not really been my self lately and it is definitely not pleasant. Sooooo i feel like taking out some of the anger built inside my brain and blurring out some pet peeves that I absolutely cannot stand.

1. People with long nails and dirt inside it...Yeeekk!!
2. Snoring
3. body Oder
4. people with oily hair because they never wash it! omg...
5. girls putting hair behind their ears but leaving a little piece out!!
6. Ashy skin
7. YELLOW teeth!!
8. fat people cleavage
9. Dirty Bathroom
10. People that get in a A and B conversation to fit in.

Well for now ill keep it 10, i have a billion more. BUT i dont wana sound like im too anal ! But truly People Should Stay away from that list!

Aug 7, 2010

Break Free

IF YOU NEVER COME OUT OF YOUR SHELL, YOU WON'T KNOW WHATS OUT THERE

Blind

" You are only blind until you don't see the light
but if some1 shows u the light and your still dark
then u were blind from the start " - 2-fanTAZtic

Boyz

"I remember Kyle he thought i was too wild
he said we need a break, still kept me on his speed dial
Then came along jay, he always had a say
tryna keep me on a string, wanted everything his way
brian, ryan, alex, TJ, colour them different but they work all the same way.
So now i speed date, tryna keep it on the go, before i no its too late" - 2-fanTAZtic

Aug 4, 2010

What a day.....

so i lost chunks of skin in both my middle fingers while cutting onions today, later during the day i lifted my pants to check up on my 5 mosquito bites, saw my entire leg swell and bruised, now i have purple blood clot looking shit all over my legs as if i fell off 25th floor. What i learned today, knives wants a piec...e of me and im allergic to mosquitos, who wud have thought...hmmm. fml

Aug 2, 2010

My brain is a strange organ...the more I exist the more I question

How do u know ur beliefs r real? Do u lead ur own life or is it a repetition of wat generations have been doing 2 survive 4 billions of years. Do we control our own mind or is it controlled by other forces. How do u question if u don't kno if that question exist in reality, what is reality, is ther one? what wud happen if u followed your subconscious mind? Wud it change who u r? how do we even kno who we really r if we cant read our entire mind and thought clearly?

The Paradox of Our Time in History- George Carlin

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but
shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more,
but have less; we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and
smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees
but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more
problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little,
drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too
little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our
possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and
hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to
life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but
have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer
space but not inner space.

We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air,
but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.

We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less.

We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold
more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less
and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small
character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of
two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.

These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one
night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer,
to quiet, to kill.

It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the
stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time
when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going
to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to
you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your
side.

Remember to give a warm hug to the one next to you because that is the only
treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent. Remember,
to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all
mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep
inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday
that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak
and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

Jul 29, 2010


Great Respect Comes From Great Achievements. (One of my idols Muhammad Ali )

2am, still searching for sleep

2 am and i am still up. Just watched an amazing movie which got my brain still spinning and wondering many things. I was reminded of my best friend who had passed away last November 2009. Sometimes its so hard to sleep in the memories of his last days at the hospital. I look for things to distract my self. So i come across the great world of youtube. I watch random videos for 2-3 hours until my eyes get tired and i can no longer sit on my spinning computer chair. Most of my day today i spent sleeping, i was not feeling to well from the morning. So now im having even a harder time falling asleep. I have class at 9am which means i have to wake up at 7. urghhhh must i remind you, i am not an early riser, nor am i a lovely person at that time.

Jul 27, 2010

1 o' clock monday morning

So...i couldn't sleep and decided to open a blog.
Lately a lot has been going on with my life and thought I should share some thoughts.
So cheers to my first Post :) and to a new beginning for blogging.